Friday, November 21, 2008

and who do you think you are?

there have been so many things spinning in this brain of mine...stirred on, perhaps, by God speaking to my heart. don't you agree that you are so much more likely to find an answer or a new direction when you're not really looking, but rather just trying to survive?!

here's the deal - i have been thinking about writing a book. eeek...it sounds so presumptuous to even write that sentence. who do i think i am, right?! people who write books know things. they have information to share or wisdom to pass on. they have experience beyond that of the ordinary folk like me and they are gifted enough to write it down in a way that then educates and inspires people. if not that, then at least they can tell a good story!

i don't assume that any of these things are true of me. no no. i fully embrace the fact that i am just a normal person with a normal story - i am the every man (or every woman in this case :) )

but here's the deal....i know myself enough to recognize how i learn - it's through reflection. i could never do flashcards or timed tests. from kindergarten to now - my method for learning something is through writing it out - and then reflecting on it. this is why i want to write a book - i think it would help me to be a better version of myself. even more, i want to write a book because i think that for whatever reason, it's something that God intends for the tapestry of my life.

so...am i crazy? absolutely. is this the things that makes me crazy? absolutely not. so...who do i think i am? i guess i think i'm a writer.

6 comments:

Rachel Marie said...

Sounds like a GREAT idea. You are a gifted writer. I used to love to write, I had to write like I had to breathe. Having gotten out of the habit of allowing myself the time, I stink at it. Don't let that happen! Keep writing- you truly have a way with words. I'll buy your book :)

shannon, mom, wife, blogger said...

you are too sweet - thanks for the encouragement! i seriously love your blog - you have a way with words too! your kiddies are beautiful! say hi to pete for us! when can you get to minnesota to visit us?! :)

A Lemon said...

i'll totally buy it, only if i'm in it though. but in your book can a be a 5'10" brunette with sparkling green eyes, a turned up nose and legs that don't quit? thanks.

Anonymous said...

Shannon, you are a great writer! If God's laying it on your heart, go for it!

The Bille Family said...

Shan, you have my support and I'll buy at least one! You are amazing...when do you have time for these thoughts?
If Andi's in the book, I want to be in there too :)

Unknown said...

My dear Shannon, You have more talent than you have ever given yourself credit for. Who you think you are should be what you really are. A beautiful talented kind hearted loving gifted mother, wife, daughter, and friend. If the Lord is once again leading you down an unkown road, think of the happiness he gave you with Sophie when he asked you to follow that path. I am looking forward to reading this book. I know there should be at least one whole chapter on this great mom you have. Just kidding (who do i think i am, right) Love you sweetie!!